Lyrics

I can see just what it's coming to
The light is shining bright
It's so clear now what I'm supposed to do
It's hard to say just what I really mean
I guess the time is right
It's just the words have been avoiding me
Coming clean is just a myth, it's just a back door
Something conjured to enforce the blame
Understanding is so critical, for lack of providence
I can't avoid this ever-prodding shame

Sometimes it feels so inviting
Sometimes it seems it's just a bit frightening
Words can't describe these strange emotions

Occurred to me this might be irony, maybe coincidence
To underestimate is suicide
And then the words they seemed to come to me
They never made much sense
I'd just as soon believe I'm losing it
Is it time to tell the truth? At least my version?
Assuming there is even much to tell
Play it right you only have one chance
Or so the voices say
You can’t escape this never-ending hell

Sometimes it feels so inviting
Sometimes it seems it's just a bit frightening
Words can't describe these strange emotions

They can betray you
your thoughts and your mind
All that you thought was so clearly defined
Just sitting at the edge of suspicious lies
I can't escape interrogating eyes!

Sometimes I wish I was just like you
Some times I feel we're just the same
Sometimes I dream to be just like you
But dreams can sometimes be the flames that just might burn you

Sometimes it feels so inviting
Sometimes it seems it's just a bit frightening
Words can't describe these strange emotions
How it feels
When nothing’s real